Just a Quicky

Posted under Kerry by kerrystringer

I have been thinking a lot latly about family and how much you think that you dont need them when you are a teenager, but now that I’m a mother and a wife how much they mean to me. I have had a few thing that I have had to deal with while being a child, what doesn’t break you can only make you stronger. This has made me who I am.

Jay and I have finally started on the screen play that we have been chatting about for years. It has bought up many feelings for me and I feel that I have to say some things. I like to be known as a ‘normal’ person but the truth is that I am not that normal. The amount of tables that I have to take on a daily ruten can prove that. When I was very young I stopped taking them trying to be ‘normal’ but that didnt turn out very good in the end. So now I take my tables and they make the days a little easier to get through. I lied to my self for years that I was ‘normal’ it was a need that I thought that I could achieve but I know better now a days that it will never happen. I will, like everyone have my rough days and my good days. I have give Jay many chances to leave and follow his dreams with no hard feelings on my side but he wont. We are both in this till the end no matter how much we annoy and disagree with each other. I love him more than I could ever imagine for that.